Open Now: A New Song (with video!)

I wrote this song in the wintertime.  It is called (at the moment) Open Now.

This is a really rough recording, imperfect and raw.

Lyrics:

Open Now

Will you look how it's all opened up since you stopped squeezin'

And grace moves through you on the path where sorrow's been heavy breathing

You say my eyes and heart were closed when I washed up here, when I washed up here

Well I'm all out of bravery, fresh out of strength

And what was once so strong and hard is cardboard in the rain

Labor pains I'm about to give birth to something

Call the doctor, call up to god, c'mon people get ready

Cause I am open now

Come out wherever you are

I am open now, now, now

Come out wherever you are

And grief it is a heavy thing

Don't know if I can hold it

And pain's been knocking persistently

but I've ignored it

And now it's called for back-up and it's knocking down my door

I'm un-hinged, wide open, feeling insecure

Cause I am open now,

come in whoever you are.

I am open now, now, now

come in whoever you are.